My finals have officially ended. After one whole month of sleepless nights, last minute studying, stress and house arrest, I can finally say that I am free from all these crap. Well, until my next finals which is in June. God bless my soul till then. I'm just gonna live my life as if it is the end of the world the next day. Hahaha. I can't be sure that I did better this time as compared to my previous finals but one thing is for sure. That I tried much harder than I did last semester and I think I did my best. Though, I can say that deep down, I know that I could do even better. It is times like this that I can't help but think that I disappoint myself too much. I honestly don't know what can ever satisfy me.
Anyway, as much as I am overjoyed at the fact that my finals are over, I am dying inside because class resumes the very next day which is today. Like, seriously! I don't know what in the world is wrong with the admin from MCKL. Do they even think with their brains and have any sense of consideration. Who on earth has classes the very next day after their finals? Come on dude, we need some time off. That ain't the worse part yet though. What can be worse is that my lecturers informed us that we will possibly have a test next week. I can honestly say that I don't really know how to react when they broke the news to us. All I know is that I am very tired of studying. As much as I hate it and dread having classes now, things ain't getting better. So, all I can do is just try to enjoy my last semester in college before parting ways with the big bunch from my college. There is always light at the end of the tunnel right? Till I see the light, I'll just try to hold onto this principle.
Sometimes, I just can't help but wonder why did I ever take A-Levels and even consider coming to MCKL to pursue it. Le sigh.
In the meantime, I am just going to be happy with whatever is around me and be all excited for Chinese New Year! :D Can't wait for my sister and brother to be back. Missing them to bits. <3
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