The Need For Forgiveness.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about something that I have done. Something that I honestly feel that there is nothing to be proud of or bragged about. Thoughts about the consequences and how ugly things can be just seem to occupy my mind. I can say that I haven't been so scared to die until now. Well, not literally die but - you get what I mean.

Dear Lord, 

I'm sorry that I have done something that You clearly say not to do.

I'm sorry that I let it happen & I now know how scary things can be.

I am a sinner and I admit it.

I pray that You'll forgive me of my sins.

I want to repent and sincerely ask for Your forgiveness.

I know that I have failed and disappointed You not once, not twice but umpteen times.

And yet, Your love for me is unfailing and You have never given up on me.

Hence, I give You my word and vow to never do it again.

In Jesus name I pray.

Amen.