Last year seems to pass by in a blink of an eye. Fact is, it has been this way for God knows how long. I think I am growing older too fast. Time really need to slow down. Or is it just me? Oh well. Anyway, I still remember the days in which I was always dreaming to grow up thinking how good life would be then. Little did I know, I am already 18 this year. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! I am 18 this year. Omg. Honestly, it is pretty hard for me to absorb this reality. Age is catching up.
Anyway, 2011 is a roller coaster ride with so so so so many loops and plunges for me. Its just so full of ups and downs. Life's tough as many would say. Nevertheless, last year was the year that I hit rock bottom in life. Things just don't seem to go the way I expect it to be. Seriously. Never in my life did I actually thought I'd go through so much of dramas. Problems and disappointments just keep coming my way time and time again. When I think that I'm over and done with it, another situation arises. Lets just say that it is never ending. It is also the year whereby I have simply lost faith in the simplest things in life. I tend to give up on hope and everything else. Feeling so helpless and hopeless. Nonetheless, I was able to go through it thanks to all my friends out there. :)
However, there are numerous happy things that happened last year too. No matter how bitter life can be to us, there are always those sweet and great memories that we'll bring to the grave with us. :) Seriously, I would never forget my last year being a high school student with each and everyone of you. Be it school friends or friends from every corner. All the things we did. All the jokes we made. All the conflicts that happened. It is ALL worth it.
What happened in 2011 cannot be changed or fixed. That is the suckiest thing about time. It cannot turn back. Lost time can never be found. The only thing I can do is to learn from it and to start anew and afresh in 2012. Will it be a better year this year? Well, we'll only know by the end of the year. :)
Life is short to live in regret.
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