10 Days.

My worst nightmare is about to haunt me all over again.

College!

The thought of college brings back thrills as well as shivers down my spine. Honestly speaking, I don't really look forward to the second semester besides the fact that I am excited and happy to meet my college friends all over again after the 5 weeks break I have. I admit that despite knowing them for only 6 months now, I have missed them. :)

The only reason I don't really look forward to college is because of my Maths lecturer. Sadly, thinking of her brings bad memories back. All that ever comes into my mind when I think of her is a pile of homework. Not the 'fond' memories that we had last semester. This is how sad and bad it is. Even so, this is just on the surface. Wait until you actually sit in for her class.

Wait! That isn't actually the only reason I am not looking forward to going back to college. Besides my psychotic lecturer, most of the crazy and cool classmates whom I spend most of my time with have left or are leaving. Truthfully, I cannot imagine how my life would be in class without the class clowns. And I thought that the upcoming semester will be better. Le sigh. I don't mean to say that my other classmates are not cool and stuff but they're just too study oriented that when it comes to studies, they're so serious. I don't think I have to elaborate much because I know you know what I'm trying to say. Okay, maybe I just can't explain it but yea. You should get what I mean. :D

Other than that, I can pretty much adapt myself to the new environment and what nots. Nonetheless, I can't imagine what is there in store for the second semester as most of the lecturers kinda gave us a head up before the break started on how taxing it'll be and all. Now, who said that college life will be fun and even more carefree. What bs. Okay, it is based on individuals right?

All I can do now is keep my fingers crossed and hope that I'll enjoy college even more the next semester. :) Before that, I am going to make the best out of the last 10 days I have before I start being the 'nerdy' me again. Lol. Lastly, I would like to share how I interpret the word studying all these while. Hee.

Till then. <3