What Do I Want To Do?

I don't know.

Does that answer your question?

Cause I'm wondering myself.

Everybody has been asking me what am I going to do after I'm done with SPM nowadays. Hm, is it me or does it feel as if SPM is still so distant? Although the fact is that it is approaching faster and faster by the second. Haih. And yet, I'm so not prepared. Woohoo.

I've been asked the same question every now and then that I've suddenly been so unsure of what I want to do. I used to be so sure of which path I want to take in the future. But now, I feel so lost and uncertain. It feels as if I am at a T-junction and I have to choose between left or right. And I'm left to fill myself with questions. Is that really the right choice? What if one day you lose interest in that field? Do you really want to pursue that? Do you think that is the right thing for you? Don't you think that it is out of your league?

Damn my brains. Seriously. Working on me at such an hour. I shouldn't even be here now. Hmmm... I think I should just swallow and digest my SPM syllabus books than to ponder about this until the right time comes.