Ola!

I AM STILL ALIVE!

Thank the good Lord.

Yes, I am still surviving with all my body parts and organs intact even after two whole weeks of pure mental torment which is sitting for Trials. :) Anyway, sorry for not keeping my blog up-to-date as often. Oh well, I'm too busy entertaining my books and papers for the past two weeks. And sadly, it is not the end YET. Still have another three whole days to endure. 

Nevertheless, I am glad that we won't have any paper to sit for tomorrow since it is being postponed due to the Hari Malaysia and Merdeka celebration. Okay, actually I am not too sure if I am glad that we won't be having any paper to sit for tomorrow. There are its pros and cons. The pro is that I get to skip school and enjoy my self-declared holiday while all my teachers and friends who even plan to attend school tomorrow are happily celebrating the two big celebrations in Malaysia. Most importantly, there is extra time for me to revise whatever I have left to catch up with and also fully replenish my energy by sleeping in. Holy mama. God knows how sleep deprived I am now. However, a part of me wants to have the paper tomorrow so that it can be done and over with. Then, I can focus only on the last subject which so happens to be one of my suckiest and weakest subjects. Grr. Lets just say that whatever it is, I am 51% happy and 49% unhappy that there won't be a paper to sit for tomorrow okay? :)

So far, I've sat for a total of 15 papers which covers 7 subjects. Another 5 papers to battle and struggle with. Nonetheless, some of the papers were easier than the Diagnostic exams while some bars were raised and the questions were pretty tough. For instance, the English paper. My goodness. I nearly died thinking so hard what to write for the essay that I spent 3/4 of my time writing nonsense on the piece of paper. For once in my life, I am not confident for my English paper. Sigh. Hopefully Miss Hema will have mercy on me. Lol. Well, the usual killer was Add Maths and Biology. At least I can say that I managed to pull through although the questions were pretty puzzling and some were really nonsensical.

Anyway, as of now, I can't wait for the clock to strike 1.10 pm next Wednesday afternoon and for the school bell to ring louder than usual. Nothing can be worse that preparing and sitting for an examination. Oh my. The late nights spent revising and memorising. The pimples popping out at every possible part of your face. The amount of ink and paper wasted. The amount of brain juice used up. The amount of energy used up writing. And nothing beats the sleep deprivation. Gawd. I think my eye bags are going to be bigger than a freaking blue whale and my dark eye rings are darker that the panda which have the blackest and darkest eye rings. I have also come to realise that no matter how much of sleep one can get during an exam period, it somehow still won't be enough. I need a good rest after all these. Hopefully I don't end up resting in peace forever. Lol.

Okay, I think this shall be it for now. Got to catch up with my beauty sleep soon. Hee.

Till the next post then. :)

PS. SPM is exactly two months from today. Only 60 days to go?!?! Amagat. Stress level flying sky high by the seconds. =="