And yet, it happened again.
Being torn apart between the questions ;
Am I doing the right thing? Or Is it down right wrong for me to do what I've been doing?
I honestly have no idea what is right and what is wrong now.
My judgements are getting from bad to worse. Worst too, maybe.
Given a choice, I wouldn't want to do what I have been doing.
A big no. Hands down.
But the way you're acting towards me. It leaves me so lost and undirected.
I want to do what my heart tells me to do but the fear of being let down.
It keeps me from doing what me heart wants to and there comes my messed up decisions.
Of doing the wrong thing.
And after all that, I am left with nothing.
Nothing except a triple dose of guilt and regret.
Sigh.
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