Stressful.

Hello again! :)

So, I've been busy looking through sites and sites searching for colleges and universities that offer the course that I would like to pursue after high school. Yes, I know it is rather early to do so but coming from a lazy and a person who loves to procrastinate, I think I should start when I feel like it or I'll never do it once the 'feel' is gone. Lol. Plus, time is passing by at a pretty fast pace. Damn, I can't actually believe that I'm one step away from stepping into the world of tertiary education. Which also proves that my teenage years is slipping by pretty soon. Doesn't matter, ever young at heart eh? :D

Anyway, my point is that I didn't know that looking for one simple college can be so stressful. What more if it is a university. On one hand, you want to go to a good college / university but on the other hand, you're trying to save your parents pocket from developing a bigger hole at its base. If you don't know why I say pocket, maybe you'll understand money? Okay, not trying to mock your explicit knowledge. :) But yea, there are just so many options out there which makes things so much more difficult. Human is indeed human. Such complicated brain mechanism that they can't even make one simple decision. Or is it, just me? Lol. You'll probably understand what I'm trying to say when you start looking through the net for a suitable college or university.

Plus, the entry requirements to enter a particular university just to pursue the course of your dreams is like. ==" Somewhat killing your dreams and lowers your self-esteem to the max. Especially if you're deciding to apply for a scholarship. However, at the same time, it makes you just want to work so hard (maybe even harder than a rock) in order to achieve your dreams. Tsk tsk. And the terms used like... Units of credit?!? It took me hours to get what they're trying to say. Okay, I still don't know what it means. Lol. I'm really that blunt.

Also, you want to go into that particular university but then, they don't offer the course you want to take. Which is kind of a 'potong stim'. And you have to start over looking for another alma mater around. The worst part is that I usually look through for all these things late at night. Which.. Haha. I think you can imagine? Me cursing and swearing. Alright, I might have exaggerated there but yes, it is frustrating. With the number of universities in the world. Goodness gracious.

I actually considered going straight to an education fair right in the middle of the night to get a more accurate information from the representatives there. Saves me from all the trouble as well as me scratching my head wondering what exactly their requirements are and also all the unknown and foreign terms used. You might realise that I've been talking more about university instead of college. That is because I only concentrated on looking for universities instead of colleges since I am still clueless of which A-Level examination board I want take. Siensation to the max. Lets just go with the wind. :)

Sigh. College and university life seems to be a long way to go without realising the needle on the clock ticking by the seconds. If only life has a pause button or if there would be a time machine. I don't want to grow up so fast. -.- Thinking back about how I used to be so excited and anxious about growing up makes me feel so pathetic and stupid now.

Ya know what? I'm just gonna sit back, relax and enjoy school life until it is the right time to think about all this again. Right, I think I'll end up stressing about this in school when I talk to Xiao Ran again. Lol. The heck. I think we should really come up of a more interesting topic to talk about instead of this. Good idea. (Y)

Alright, I think this is all for now. I think I've babble enough about this topic. Hee.
Goodbye.