Her anecdote.

Its just so frustrating to know that when you're down in the pit hole, you can't talk to the person you want to talk to most. Yes, there are many out there whom you can talk to. However, isn't there that particular person whom you just want to talk to and express our feelings to most? No one else but them. And that is mainly because they somehow have that magical touch that can ease all your pains and all your problems seem resolved simply by talking to them. Although technically, its not resolved. But talking to them just brightens you up and the problem seems so little and tiny then.

I hate to know that when I am down or going through a rough time, the first person and the person I want to talk to most is you. There is nothing I can do but to fight the feeling I have to want to talk to you. And a double dose of self-control from reaching out to my phone to talk or even text you. Sigh.