What Is It Exactly.

Is it that you can't let go of things or you simply don't want to. If you realise, not being able to do it and not wanting to do it are two different things. Whatever your reason may be, you will have to do what you're supposed to do eventually.

And it definitely sucks when your heart speaks louder than your conscience. Your conscience tells you what is right to be done but your heart simply desires otherwise.