Self-Inspect.

I somehow believe that we should do this at some point of our lives. Or at least that is what I do at times. We should somehow reflect on ourselves and ask ourselves questions that nobody but only yourself would ask. And sadly, I do it excessively sometimes which is actually bad. Really really bad cause I tend to question myself with questions that is utterly crazy and somehow cannot be processed by a normal human brain.

However, in case you're wondering I ask myself questions like what have I done for others? What have others done for me? What are the sacrifices that I have made for others out of my 17 years old life? What are the sacrifices other people made for me? What have I put people through? Have I taken advantage of people or taken people for granted? Vice versa. And lots of other questions. Sometimes, the questions just link from one to another non-stop. I can actually spend my whole night thinking if I don't force myself to sleep. That is simply how my brain mechanism works.

And I come to a lot of conclusions about my life. What I've done to people and what people have done for me. Sad to say, I realised some ugly truths although I am proud at the same time to say that I am happy with what I have achieved in my social life. Oh well, the truth hurts doesn't it? Just got to accept it and life goes on as usual. There is no other escape route.

Nevertheless, it does bring your spirits down at times to have to accept things you which you didn't have to. And you tell yourself that you won't put yourself in that situation anymore or if it has happened to you before, you wouldn't put other people in that situation that other people put you through. But yea, if things are bound to happen, it will happen. Fate you call it? Hmm. Whatever it is, I think it would be good for every one of us to just sit down sometime in a day to just ponder about your own life. What has been happening and revolving all around you. Who knows, you'll simply emerge to be a better person at the end of the day. :)

Okay, I shall now return my attention to my lovely and dearest Add Maths. I thought I would just get a breather by blogging what has been in my mind a while now. And mind you, there is still a lot more going in my head. Thousands of things in fact. Hee. So yea, there you go. Its just a food for thought. Yes, another one.