It was Easter Sunday yesterday and you were serving in the main service yet again. And yes, as you would have put it - I missed another event in your life for what seems to be the millionth time now. Just so you know, I do not like how it leaves me feeling because not being a part of everything in your life whilst everybody gets a chance to witness everything is just not cool. Nonetheless, I am sure that you performed very well even though I was not there to see with my own eyes and hear with my own ears. That is just how high of an expectation you have for yourself as well as for other people to have on you which you can easily pull off. Me, on the other hand is just more than contented to see you doing what you enjoy most which in this case is serving God with you talent of playing the bass - to say the least. :)
On a side note, I have been seeing quite a number of pictures of you together with other people pretty much all over Facebook. I must agree with those who say that you looked handsome today because as a matter of fact, you do look exquisite. It is not a normal occasion after all but it is nice to see you dressed up so well. If you didn't know, I am pretty much a sucker for guys who dress up smartly and elegantly. Heh. You can't actually blame a girl for being dreamy over a guy who dresses up so admirably, right? Especially if it someone significant to her. That will simply cause her to swoon out of awe. Besides, that is probably one of the main reasons I like to see you all suited up or even dressed so ideally albeit on normal nights or when you're serving up on stage. You do have good taste in fashion after all as compared to me that is. Lol.
I must say that seeing pictures after pictures of you and the fact that we have been talking every night simply makes me realise how much I miss you over time as I was sitting down and daydreaming like I always do yesterday afternoon. The saying that goes like this - "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" is definitely applicable in this situation. I am not saying that I don't miss you on normal circumstances and days but it is just extra evident today maybe because of you-know-what which tends to get me emotional. Then again, I was talking to a friend earlier and I was telling her how I can't wait to go back and see you. No word can best describe how I am really looking forward for the day to come where we can just be together without any restrictions or barriers. Coming to think of it now, I really do value and yearn the times where we get to spend with one another before I had to come over here as I reminisce about it now. All I hope now is for time to tick by faster. I hope that you have the same thoughts as me (?)
I think this is all for today. I just want to say that I am sorry that I couldn't be there to witness all your happening moments but I hope that you know that I wouldn't miss it for anything at all if I was able to be a part of it all. Remember that I really miss you too.
"Close together or far apart, you are forever in my heart"
I love you.
More than you can imagine.
xoxo
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