Letters To You - # 8

Dear J,

This weekend seems to be a rather remarkable one because I only managed to talk to you for 20 minutes after approximately 31 hours of not talking to you and it has been another 6 hours of not talking to you since then and I simply want to say that I have really missed you. I don't know if this is the longest that I have not talked to you but it feels like forever already. What am I to do when you go for your missions trip? I honestly don't know the answer to that. Nonetheless, I hope you had a great time with your sister and her family yesterday. Especially your little sunshine. And a good night with whoever you went to watch football with. :)

You have been really busy with things that needs to be done in church over this weekend. I believe what the real highlight to your weekend this week was the fact that your sister came down to KL and you got to meet your favourite nephew again though. I'm pretty sure it has been a really long time since you last saw him, no? Haha. I could only imagine how you would have been like when you met him but even so, I can't stop smiling because I tend to picture the whole situation to be so so cute. In all honesty, your nephew is really adorable and just like how you used to say that he will somehow grow up to be like you, I somehow think that you're right. The both of you just look pretty alike.

If you didn't know already, I adore guys who loves kids and can communicate as well as associate with them. Its just so charming and I find it a turn on. Okay, there was no need for the turn on portion but yea. :D It just does. That is basically because I like kids myself so I would definitely want a man who loves kids just as much as I do so that we can have our own clan next time. Hehe. I'm pretty sure you agree with me in this matter too. *smirks* Needless to say, seeing how you tend to be so fond of your nephew proves that you possess this noteworthy trait that I admire. Thinking back on our conversation over Whatsapp yesterday and how you said that your nephew kind of forgot you when he first saw you and how you were flustered about it, I find that really adorable too. Not trying to sound like a sadist but I can only imagine the whole situation and my brain tends to shift to the cute and adorable direction. Lol. I just can't help it. But I am happy that he remembers you not long after that and how he became bestfriends with you again in no time. I would really love to meet him when I get the chance to although I'm pretty worried that he won't want to talk or play with me then. Even the thought of it is intimidating for some reason. Doesn't matter, I have ways to make him like me when the time comes. Hehe.

On the other hand, I am happy that you are having so much fun back home. We can scratch the working part but I am happy that your Sundays are pretty much filled with activities. And before long, you'll be going on your mission trips which is like a rather fun adventure and eye opener. What comes next doesn't sound really exciting but I know that you are somewhat excited about it - you starting on your new course. Even though all that means that I have less time to talk to you, at least I know that you are out there experiencing new things as well as just enjoying life as it is. Despite all that, I know that we will still find time and make time for one another so I am not at all worried about anything as nothing can ever come between us and make us quiver. Remember the post on Thought Catalog that you sent me the link to and told me that it is what you will say to me in a way? That goes back right at you because I want the same thing for you too. If you forgot which post it was, just click on the orange coloured thing and it shall clear your doubts. Lol. Okay, maybe not your doubts but just refresh your memory. And I really anticipate to hear all about the stories you would share with me about all your future endeavors.

I guess I will have to stop here for today my dear. I could go on and on but the bottom line is that I really love you & am really fond of you and this is just one of the days where I am really grateful to God altogether again for placing you in my life. You have showered me with your love like nobody else in the world and I couldn't ask for more. You are indeed the one who holds the key to my heart and even the thought leaves me ecstatic. I realise that I say this more often than I should but I hope you feel the same way too. :)

And oh! I might not be able to write to you as often as I did this past week as classes resume tomorrow and I will be working on some nights as well. But do not fret because I will definitely find time to write to you and I would at least write to you over the weekends. This I promise you.

I love you to the moon and back.
And this love for you will never cease.
xx