Specially For You.

Dear you,

I remember how you told me before that it would be nice for me to have a personal diary where I can note down my journey with you and how I feel along the way. Or something along that line at least. :) And I'm pretty sure that you didn't know or expect to have a blog. Well, truth be told that it has been quite dead for a few months now which you could see from the my last post. I've always made it a point before this to keep my blog somewhat alive all these while so that I wouldn't lose touch with my writing skills and simply to just keep an anecdote of every single thing that happened just in case I suffer with Alzheimer's or something that will cause me to lose my memory in the future. I would like to think of it as an opportunity to look back into the past probably 50 years down the road. But clearly, I haven't been keeping up to that simple task that I have given myself. Speaking of that, I can't promise you that my writing will be as creative or good than it was before but I'll buck up since I have been really lazy and inconsistent with my writing but I promise to give my best to you. :)

I also remember that there was once where I shared with you a link from Thought Catalog which I cannot remember the title to but I hope you have at least a slight idea of what I am talking about. The one which says that the persona would actually write to the person she loved. Just so you know, I am making it a commitment to write to you whenever I can starting today. :) Once again, I cannot promise you that I will write as frequent because I personally feel that I need the right feel to get me into my writing mode or else the post will be a crappy one and I do not want that to happen because I want every single thing to be penned down with much thought and meaning behind it. I want you to feel appreciated and special.

On another note, I cannot be so sure that the journey ahead of us will be smooth sailing and trouble free. Well, I believe that we've gone through enough to know what I'm trying to say. As much as we can prevent and avoid it from happening, sometimes things just happen, don't they? And where I am coming from is that I might not only post about the happy things that happen but I might just post how we face storms together. Maybe we will just sit side by side each other 50 years down the road and look back and think of how silly we were back then to have let something like that trouble us. However, as much as there may be some posts about the obstacles that we may have to face along the way and how I feel about it, I strongly believe that we'll overcome all the obstacles and there will be a happy post about how we make up with one another in no time. :)

I guess this is all for the first post I have for you. Consider this a preview because there are just so many things that I want to write about at the back of my head but my eyes are already drooping. I promise to write to you again soon.

I love you.